So I guess we took a blogger vacation. Didn't really take any other vacations, so I guess that's something?
Lately I've been wondering if I'm really any good at "what I do." It seems that I can't seem to keep organized, or start on something until the deadline looms big enough to threaten a nervous breakdown.
I wonder why I have such problems, when I don't think I did before. Is it that I lack a schedule of deadlines dictated to me? Am I missing the support and resources that I grew accustomed to during college? Is that just an excuse? Or does it mean that I'm not a great as I hoped I was and it was all a product of my environment?
Is my miserable job as good as it gets? Can I blame it for all my ills or do I need to own up to my exhaustion being something I just need to suck it up over?
It's been months now of being sick and tired of being sick and tired. What can I change to fix this?
I'm all questions. No answers.
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Questions are good. Answers are overrated.
ReplyDeletei've felt sort of the same...always questioning whether i'm good at what i'm doing...or whether my supervisors think i'm good at what i do...
ReplyDelete...i don't know what i should do to make myself feel better...let alone give you advice.
that is other than suggest you move to lv and work with donald...granted...i don't know if he is happy with his position...i can only assume so.
well, that is all i've got right now. have you procured the new amanda palmer album...i spent some dollars to order it.
that is all
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jc - res ipsa loquitur